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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Rant..

What is exactly life? what we all supposed to do in this world? Why we make sacrifice every single day? These are some of the questions I ask myself...there are more..but am not going that far...

Every simple day is a challenge in one or another way...I know every one have their problems...

Today is My Sisters Birthday! My one and only sister...I love her to death!...She is far away from me...I want to see her and be with her at least today...on her birthday...but am far far away....
Oh God What I did to be this far away from my loving family???
My sister is a Ayurveda doctor, teaching in a medical college... There is a lot more to talk about her...I just admire her kindness, compassion, love, independence and especially forgiveness..
She will take only selected patients to treat in home, never accept even a penny for her service...

I am looking forward to the day I will be with my family again...
'Life is too short to be away from loved ones'..
Love to all of you..
bindi

49 comments:

Suzanne said...

Hang in there sweetie. You'll be with them one day. I'm confident. Just remember that all the choices you made lead to your Serene. I know you love and are grateful for her, so remember that. Life is a stuggle for most of us. We all understand, love and suppport you. We aren't going anywhere. You can count on that! Happy Birthday to your beautiful sister. She's a wonderful soul and you're a beautiful sister for loving her so.

I love you Bindi.

XO Suzanne

Skeeter said...

All the best to your sister on her birthday. In Time, the fullness of it anyway, I think we'll know what life is, but until then, maybe it's all right just to do the best we can and see what it brings us with every new day. My hometown is a very small town in southeast eastern Colorado. Very few people live there, so when our old doctor had to retire, there was no one to replace him. The city officials tried very hard for almost two years to find a replacement doctor. Then by a miracle, a doctor from the Phillipines applied for the job. That was in the late 1970's. That doctor is still practicing in my hometown. He has trained the doctors that will one day replace him. This was not the only miracle. This doctor and his wife could not have children, but they wanted a child very badly. One night, a desperate teenager arrived at the bus stop. She went into labor and had a healthy beautiful son. For some reason that next night, she crawled out of a window and disappeared. I heard a rumor that she was in trouble with the law and had to escape before our local police arrested her. The baby went up for adoption and the doctor from the Phillipines and his wife adopted the baby. So a miracle happened even for this baby - who is now a university student working on his medical degree. People like your sister who bring life and hope into places that pray for miracles. The miracle that follows them touches everyone. I've seen it happen! I thank your sister for studying medicine and passing along her knowledge. You have a very nice blog. Best wishes to all.

Cece said...

I feel so ashamed because I am just now making my round to your blog a day late. I hope and pray that everything is ok. This post alarms me. I am off tomorrow (Friday 2/22) so if you need me you know how to reach me. Much love to you, Cecile

bindhiya said...

Dear Suzanne,
Thank you so much for your kind words! It reminds me why am here today...yes, all that leads to my baby girl..and it is beautiful...
I am thankful for what I have..God have a time for everything..
Thank you for being there for me..
♥ and ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Skeeter,
Thanks a lot for sharing this beautiful story with me..
Thank you so much..
take care

bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Cecile,
Everything is fine! I am strong and positive! I have a beautiful child to hold on and all of my friends I met here...
ones I talk to my family I'll be back in track...I miss my family so much..
♥ and ((hugs)).
bindi

Barb said...

Happy birthday to your sister!

It's so very hard to be apart from the ones you love. Can you at least keep in touch by phone or email?

kylie said...

bindi, keep going.
you go to church...do you know some of the promises God has made?
He doesnt say life will be easy but he says He will always love us.

"Everything that happens in this world happens at the time God chooses......
He sets the time for sorrow and the time for joy,
the time for mourning and the time for dancing....."

"the Lord hears my weeping;he listens to my cry for help and will answer my prayer"

take care
love k

bindhiya said...

Dear Skittles,
Thanks..
Yes, I email my Pappa (father) every day...once in a week call them too.
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Kylie,
Thanks for the kind words...
I just can't wait to see them back...
i know the day will come.. but my mind is there and body here.
Suze is going to laugh if you say something about am attending the church :)
Take care..
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

CIELO said...

Dear friends, thank you for all the amazing answers you left on my previous post. I read them and read them again with pure joy! How creative can you be! As I let my imagination run wild, I could hear the old Kookaburra--its laugh filling the air of the vast Outback of Australia, I saw the small alabaster colored shell resting in the white sand as the waves came crashing, and heard the sound of thunder roaring as the waves slapped against the rocks, I saw a dog, enchanted by the colorful mallards and honking birds, a ladybug hidding in the garden; yellow, orange, or scarlet with small black spots on their wing covers; the little wren nesting in a grandmother’s clothesline post… Oh what delight! I became one with God listening to nature through your words...

blessings to you and yours...

cielo

CIELO said...

and all good things to your dear sister on her birthday!

cielo

Resonator said...

hi bindi;

how r u? i got bit busy with my studies and couldnt update with u..

hows life at ur place..btw my belated birthday to your sister..

catch u soon..

Love
Prema

savannah_rae said...

Hello honey! Are you doing better today? Just stay strong. There are a lot of positive and beautiful words here. You know that. I am not nearly as far from my family as you are, but I know how it feels to miss them. Your heart can ache for the people and things you miss. Take care and let me know if there is ever anything I can do!
<3 you!
Savannah

Shara said...

Dear Bindi,
How wonderful to have a sister who is so kind and caring. I think there are two daughters in your family who are so kind and caring. You will all be together again.
Love your goodness,
Shara

Resonator said...

hi bindi;
how r u?? am worried about u..missing u..

take care

i love u bindi

love
Prema

Suzanne said...

Wow. I know Bindi is gone for 3 days, but I came here just to tell her I love her because I felt she would hear it in the wind. I read every comment and I'm in tears. Skeeter, that is an amazing story. It brought so much joy to my heart. And Cecile, you are so thoughtful and kind and everyone else, God, you are so beautiful and such dear friends. Kylie, some times you surprise me by how religious you are because you never impose. I love you so much and yet, you never make me feel less for not being religious. Reading your words made me feel warm and comforted and I know Bindi does too. And it's funny because Bindi is Hindu, but attends her husband's church (he doesn't!!!) each Sunday with Serene, but understands basically NOTHING! Is that precious, or what!? Everyone gracing this post matters. Cielo, Savannah, Resonator, Skittles and darling Shara...were're all here for a reason. I know how much she loves all of you because we email and she tells me, and as you know she's going through a hard time right now, so it brings tears to my eyes to know she is so loved. What beautiful friends we are and I hope nothing ever changes that. And Cielo, you transported me as always.

I love all of you so very, very much and Bindi, I love you too.

XO Suze

Gig said...

Bindi,
Just stopped by to say hello. Miss you and love you and sweet Serene. Happy Birthday to your sister. Always remember we are all here for you,anytime.

Hugs and love,
Debbie

Suzanne said...

Gig too!

Suzanne said...

Bindi, we've been taking care of your blog since you've been gone!

Resonator said...

hi bindi;

so happy n excited to see u back..
hope u had a great time..i missed u so much.. how was your days...

http://prems-onlylove.blogspot.com/
is my other blog..hope u ll like it.n am looking forward to post serene's picture in that blog..with ur permission..:)

love u sweetie

love
Prema

bindhiya said...

Dear Cielo,
Thanks for stopping by and thank you for the birthday wishes...
Your posts are beautiful...i love being there as a butterfly :)
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Prema,
I miss you too..
hope your exams are over...concentrate on your studies...that is important..
I got a bit busy with travels...I'll be back to normal in two days...
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Savannah,
Thank you so much for your kind words..hope to see you soon..I wish we all live somewhere closer like Debbie and her friend..
I just read her post, so sweet and lovely...
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Shara,
Thank you so much for your kind words..
My little sister, I just admire her and love her to death...
I am blessed to have a loving family..and thank god for all my blessings...they keeping my spirit alive...
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Suze,
Thank you so much for being there for us. I love you.
I know am with a loving family here..I love every one of you and sure you are the reason am here now...i was about delete my blog but your comments in the second post keep me here...and am so glad I did...so much positive energy, loving thoughts flowing to me and I am so happy to be here..
I'll be mailing you so soon..today i couldn't attend the church because of something silly... I just want to be there Sunday mainly for my baby...i hate when i cannot be there a sunday..this is now am giving the foundation stone for my baby's life..no?
I'll write you soon..
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Debbie,
Thanks for stopping by...
I miss you too...I can't wait to get a normal day...
I saw your new post...You are such a sweet friend anyone can ever ask for. am honored to be your friend..and thank you for being there for us.
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

CIELO said...

Hi Bindi.... just stopped by to say hi..... how do you get those falling hearts on your blog??? they are so pretty!

cielo

Suzanne said...

I'm with Cielo..how DO you get those falling hearts! I love them. I sign everything I create with a heart, so it's obviously important to me! And thanks sweetie for your kind words. If you ever went away we would all be lost. So, of course, you never can! We all love you way too much.

Welcome home. We'll chat as soon as you're rested. Hope all went well.

Much love,
Suzanne

p.s. I'm going to blog about him, but all of you should visit the doctor in Africa at the end of my links list. You will NEVER, EVER, EVER regret a single moment. The last 5 or 6 posts are amazing. He's beyond a gem.

bindhiya said...

Dear Cielo,
Thanks for stopping by...am heading to your beautiful place in minutes.. :)
you can get those hearts from the link in the side bar..says "get falling hearts here"
hope to see the hearts in your place so soon.
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Suze,
Thank you for all the kind words...I am blessed to have you in my life..
I just mailed..and talk to Cecile..
the hearts are in the side bar..there is a link hi5 or get falling hearts here will take to the site to get the hearts :)
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

and no NEVER I am going away from this lovely place and from all of my family...NEVER.
love you

Akelamalu said...

It's a shame you can't be with your sister on her birthday but I'm sure she knows you're thinking of her. x

Suzanne said...

Hi honey I'm here. I'm in between errands and thought I'd check to see what's up. Actually, I'm NOT really in between errands, I simply made time in between errands (my errands and responsibilities are actually an endless stream)! There's so much to do here and Rob has announced he's taking the Florida Bar Exam in June (if you don't know what that means, he'll be able to practice law in Florida), so suddenly all my responsibilities have been ampted up (I already have so much on my plate I'm overwhelmed, so this will be a struggle). I make time for blogging as a release from the stress of my life, now I'm going to have more stress and less blogging. That doesn't seem fair!!! Oh well, life is hard.

Honey, I don't have your phone number. Perhaps you or Cecile sent it, but I can't find the email (Why? Because I have too many emails to drift through and it all gets kinda nutty!). Do me a favor and send it again. I'll put it in my address book this time rather than rely on my brilliant recall of emails! I can't promise I'll call at 7:30 or any time tonight and I'll tell you why. The flu really knocked the crap out of me and I've been falling asleep very early, sometimes before 7:30! I know, insane, but my body is still struggling to recover. If we don't get to talk tonight, there's always tomorrow or the next day, etc. We'll connect via phone one way or another. Let me know the proper time to call and I will make every effort.

I love you my dear. I hope things went well this weekend. Huge hugs and kisses to you and Serene.

LOVE YOU!
Suzy

Suzanne said...

Honey, I know I still have to collect all of my awards, and will. I still have a tag from over a month ago from another friend I have to address. I will. I'm trying! I also want to tell you I designed an award of my own while I was sick with the flu and will reveal it when I have a bit of time. I hope you all love and embrace it. I also hope it gets passed along to hundreds and hundreds of bloggers. That would make me happy!

Love you!

Suzanne said...

Mark's wife stated a blog!!!!!!!! You're a link!

Suzanne said...

Helen's birthday was yesterday. I think we all missed it. Please stop by.

XO

bindhiya said...

Dear Akelamalu,
Yes, my sister knows "if i can I'll be with her at any cost"
Take care
love
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Suze,
Hope you got my mails..I wrote a lot i don't know you will get time to read it... :)
I know that 'one man show' (i will call one man show cause only one person doing all the work)
when i had my baby..my husband gone for a training in another state for two months...i don't know how i managed...here i have no family around, but a lady next door always help me to take the baby to clinic..
I know your life is so busy always...but please take good care of you...
I am eagerly waiting to see how the award look like.. :)
Yes, I did got time to see jo and wish Helen too... beautiful family...am honored to know them.

My week was so busy and this time the interview was something else..
these are some hard days...but sure it will pass.. at least I hope so :)
Please Please take good care of you...
I wish we all live somewhere closer...i can be there and help you out..am so good in finishing tasks in record time, completely...(I thank pappa for that habit..)
I'll mail my number again...
Please take good care of you...(did i told that already? that is important to repeat) :)
♥ & ((hugs))
bindi

krystyna said...

Hi Bindi!
Sorry, I'm late. I think about you every day,
but I have a busy weekend. Time goes so fast.
Your sister is a great doctor! Today it is not easy to find a real doctor.
Business is business.

Happy Birthday to your sister!

Wishing you the best!

Gig said...

Dear Bindi,
Wanted to say hi to you and Serene, hope your week is going good. It has been a busy week for me. Please take care of yourself and little one.

love and hugs,
debbie

Resonator said...

hi bindi;

guess u r busy with ur adieu...

see u soon

love
Prema

Suzanne said...

Bindi ~ I'm off to feed the ferals in a few minutes, so no time to chat, but want to say good morning and hope you and Serene have a lovely day. Also, I didn't get the emails. Try sending them again.

Love you!
Suze

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bindhiya said...

Dear Krystyna,
Thank you for your kind words!
Thank you for the comments on "meena" too...
glad you liked those sunflowers..
love and ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Debbie,
Thanks for checking us!
we had a busy week too...and once that over my chores are doubled... :)
ha beautiful life..
Love and ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Prema,
Yes, you are right!
I will check on you soon...
Love and ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Suze,
Today was a day of work only...I miss saying good morning first!
Hope you had a beautiful day..
I send a email.
talk to you soon.
Love and ((hugs))
bindi

bindhiya said...

Dear Elusive,
Tagged again! what in the world is happening in "life is sinful"??
Did you finish all of that chocolates in your title bar?
I'll be there soon..
Love and ((hugs))
bindi